Just For Him and recently ME...

This two months more, I was live with MEDICINE!! Some more...my partner didn't pity at me~keep gave me so much VEXED!! VEXEDD!! VEXEDDD!! fiNE~I Forgive.....is My Fault..My Wrong..My False! Only having two months, your Bad Attitude is leak to came out!! It Is TOO FAST~haIZzzZ......I didn't blamed anyone! I just blamed myself, because we know each other was Not Long~ This is so much people Agree with me when I told them! I'm Agree tOO~I'M SO REGRET!! but, everythings will be Fine..Just Let It Be! We have so much problem, most Big Problem is our religion. But, this months I was always take injection~u can't pity me a little bit, SOME MORE!! still keep gave me VEXED..I'm going to FINAL~so much things need to DO! Why you cannot give me a little bit- CARING...soRRy for i can't understand for this! At the last, I also don't need argue with my dad, feel No Worth~SORRY! HmmM.....Just Now, I saw your post...Ya! I Understand what is the Decision at The Last..Anyway~ I Wish You Here^^!! Good Luck To You ♥

Last Few days...I went to medical center for subsequent visit~FINALLY!! The doctor want to take my blood and check it, Eat so long time medicine dy~ where is my problem! After he take my blood, I fall down in a Swoon! ISH.....scandal~ ( I'm scared for the Needle!!!!! ) After than, he change my medicine~ after having the medicine, will Not Feeling Well. Feel like wanna vomit, and gastric! Haiz~soSO Bad Luck enough!! No choice...I have to finish the medicine to clean my Dirty Blood~ I'm correctly HATE Canteen's foods right now...I wish My Sick will be Recover as soon as possible ♥ God Bless Me!! O Mi Tuo Fo ♥

Specially for HIM & him and I..

for HIM......

Today daddy talk so much with me in the car...damn so touch actually, even he is blaming me but I know you are just worry me! DAD, I UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU TRY TO SAID WITH ME^^!! There is a words make me so hurt, He said: " Since you have 1st boyfriend until an of at last, don't have anyone I LIKE!! " YooohuiiiIIii~~ so HURT!! why you don't told me early, you don't like them~ I know you are caring my feeling..THANK YOU, DAD! I really love you so much~since when the day I came in to college..Because of me, you need to drive every week and fetch me back! Because of me, sick jor 2 months more..you need to throw away your work and rush to fetch me back from my hostel everyday..Because of me, you spend so much money on me! SORRY for I always hurt you and make you worry..I promise, I will follow what you arrange for me! No More Protest next time....but, please let me finish my Certificate 1st~PLEASE! I know you want give me a comfortable environment to study..You worry! and WORRY, I do not can be accustomed..This college is I choose gehx^^..I won't blame you or what, if once day I have regret! Anyway, dad...........THANK YOU~I Love You so..I can't live without you, because you're my Bank and Superman!

FOR him......

This few day, Occurred a lot of happen on me! but, Luckily he is beside me every moment when I cried and upset..I wish you know, I'm writing about you~ Because of me, you know I don't want to stay in college..so, you fetch me out for Brunch and Dinner! and, planing bring me out gai gai~ THANK YOU anyway.....I know you're the first who so worry me, in our gang^^..I know every time when I get bully, you will try to found a best way to protect me! still remember the day we gathering..I saw a cockroach is came around me, when didi shout..." HAVE COCKROACH arhx!! " ( sure you all don't know HOW MUCH I SCARED COCKROACH!!!! I will SHOUT like going to Hell!! haha~)I was step on wrong step!! FALL DOWN at the last..........wuWUwu~~soSOso scandal.!!! but, It is so Surprise you are HOLD ME!! You are HOLDING ME!! At the moment, I felt so TOUCH..my tears is almost coming out! Thanks nahx~ xixi^~^v " No Wonder I was Not so Painful !! "Just the part of leg, a little bit pain pain yahx^~^!! but, it is nothing serious...DON'T WORRY yahx~don't because you can't hold me properlly and feel guilty!! You're already try your best to hold me..I KNEW!! want to be grateful with another 2guys..thanks for your caring! I'm nothings serious~just a little bit abrasion! Thank You yahx ^^v

In The Last, I discover..........It's time to be Serious! Just same like Mummy said gehx, " Slowly Choose! Make a True Decision~Don't Nervous!! Your Mr.Right will Appear gehx!! " I Promise You Mummy~ I will slowly choose, and Make a True Decision..won't make you Disappointed like before! I knew you're same with Daddy also^^v Anyway, after I Make a True Decision~I will bring He back, and let you See..wther good or not! xixi^^v I wishes.......My Mr.Right will appear in front of me SOON~ I need someone caring..Won't Hurt Me!! Just Give Me A Simply Love..^^

Only For TomTom^^

Continuous.....

so soRRy for I miss someone jor~ xixi^^..today he suddenly sour me in the class, and eL remind me I miss him dy nehx! SORRY TOM..apologize with you here yahx~now I compensation yahx^.<" EVERYONE~~ still have one more classmates always be with me in the class, total is 6 of US! but, the day we taked photo he said " I wear like that!! Don't want take photo with you all!! " so, no wonder I miss you jor~ wakAKa!! k nahx..compensation to u now nahx~let's we see his photo 1st^^..

Ya! He call Tom...He is the one who like to talking funny with me and naughty in the class~when Leacture ask: " Understand or not? " sure he answer our Lecture: " O..O..O..I Know I Know.. " He is a very Shy guy and Rich tOO!! One spend money like drink water, he is spend money like go toilet! haHA............

TomTom&Me^^

Classmates^^

ArgHhH~~~~~~my FINAL Exam is coming..so STRESS right now!! scared enough.....anyone can help me? First time using english to type out my blog..hope you all understand my Shit English! Cried when I'm doing revision..reAlly reaLLY FEEL SO PRESSURE ENOUGH!!!!!!! HAIZ~~..Today I get the FINAL Exam gehx time table from my classmate, when I saw it......Feel so scared, no enough time to study!!!! ISH!! so SHIT..Start from today I need to go Library everyday and do much MUCH revision~wish I can score all of the subject nahx! God Bless Me =) My classmate is planning where gonna to go at the last day for FINAL! This morning my Beloved Lecture told us..this week is the last week for her class, almost cried out.....She is the one who always help me when I don't understand and teach me even the class are finished, in this 5subject I most Like Mathematic and Management, because they are always helped me and teached when I have problem on the coursework. '' My Beloved Lecture, I felt so thankful with you two..Thanks You always beside me when I Need You Two^^!! I will always remember you two in my mind..Love You, My Lecture'' Sometimes, I think that maybe I'm the only one Chinese Girl in the class..so they sayang me more^^!! xixi o(n.n)o Let you all see who are always be with me in the class 1st^~^..

5 of US! Jonas, eL, Ivan, Jackson^^

Ya! Don't need to have doubts~Im the only one Chinese Girl in the class><"

They are very friendly and helpful...let me intro yahx^^!! First, is eL..He is the one who always beside me when i stress! He is a rich guy...spend money like drink water! haHA^^ ( sure he KILL me when saw this kind of intro..wakakaKAKA!! ) Second, is Jonas..He is the one who always fetched us when we wanna to go out! Third, is Ivan..He is the one who always see Leng Luii Leng Luii and make funny gehx^^..especially is when we take photo, he will act 38! A Rich guy too~in his dictionary Money can Buy Everythings, Nothings is Money Cannot Buy! ( sure he will KILL me too!! xixi ^.<" )

This is the example what he always do when take pic^^

And the 4rd is Jackson..He is the one who so playful enough and taller in the class! 5rd is Nicky..He is the one who always sleep in the class and late came in the class! haHA..................I'm feel so happy and lucky meet up with them, because even they always seem so playful or no serious enough..but, actually they are very serious to treat everything and they were care about me, sometime if i looked so upset..and serious+helpful when we doing assignment or presentation! I will cherish our friendship eva..^^..HEY!! Let's gaMbAtEh together^~^..goOD LUck tO yoU aLL o(n.n)o

一个很突然的深夜

星期六早上…起床以后，洗了澡吃了早餐…然后，像平常一样上网，看杂志。下午…和我们家的宝宝（慧宝）出去，第一次让她载…原来她驾车是有那么的快~吓倒我了吖…真是人不可貌相吖。我们绕了很久…终于到了那个旅行社！当我们到了那里…他们的门闸关了一半~当时我和我的同伴很紧张，在车上瞎紧张的…回想起还真好笑呢。哈哈！之后，我就跑下车到那店前面…刚好那老板从门口走出来，幸好！那老板人蛮好的让我们进去，之后我们就把九月计划告诉他…和他讨论的过程都很顺利~就这样，我们九月的旅行定了！哈哈哈哈哈。。超高兴的呢~回家的路途中……我和我家的宝宝，讨论得有说有笑…我们都好期待噢~回到家以后，我就在Facebook和我们家的Ah Mii, Ah Niang, Ah Kors等等等等…向他们决定一切！很顺利的~地点，日期都决定了。

要一个月了，已经很久没出夜街了…超懒惰的！一个星期拖一个星期………真的是很懒很懒很懒~我的姐妹们，朋友们~就不要怪我了嘛……人家不是故意不出去的嘛~真的很懒惰嘛！嘻嘻 o(n.n)o 星期六晚上…最终被我的dear Demon拉了出去~我们去了吧生，( JEFF Cafe ) 喝茶…喝了差不多10点，Demon忽然说要去 I-city…反正闲着闲着没事做~我们就去咯。正当我们要到了 I-city，就接到Regine打来的电话…说要去唱歌！嚄………犹豫了一下下。。就答应了吖~ 那个时候，反正都到了 I-city 所以我和Demon决定下去，拍个照交工课吖^^..

When we gonna leave^^

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Me and Demon^^

在那儿，才不到10分钟…就离开了！然后，就去载Regine……载了她~就去了那边的Neway。从11点唱到2点……哇。。忽然就觉得，在我学校那里的My Box的Mic真的是差到…………哈哈！离开Neway之前，当然少不了拍照噜~

Me and Regine^^

They are fighting to finish all of the drinks^^

Mango^^

3 of US^^

When we on the way went back home..I'm thinking myself in the car '' It is So Suddenly!! '' we Suddenly decide to went to I-city, and Suddenly decide went to Neway chiong-K ! We only planing for yam cha..but, Suddenly!! so many activities at the night! haHA~ Im so enjoyed it^^!! It is Happy for the Night..MISS.. Finally, 3am++ I reached my Home! Thanks my dear Demon fetched me yahx^^!! Thanks my Darling didn't blamed me at the Last..Love yahx^♥^ mUackSs!!

I'm Back^^

我回来啦！回到Blogger…才没玩一年~变得好多哦，好陌生。好吧~废话不多说了…来说说我最近这几个月的风风雨雨吧。

如果上次你有留意我的部落格，应该都知道我那复杂到不行的生活…因为一段恋情，竟然幼稚到和一个陌生人争吵！因为那个 “他”，伤害了自己…也伤害了不应该被伤害的人！因为我的不懂事…让朋友们烦恼到不行！在这里，我想向你们说声：对不起！这次我真的醒了。相信我这最后一次，我不会再为了那背叛我无数次的人…流泪，伤害自己，甚至为他找理由欺骗自己~

进了学校快三个月了…也就是与 “他” 分手三个月了！很勤兴的是…我竟然只流了三天眼泪~毕竟在一起也年多了！为什么呢？“他” 说，是我变心了…但我想告诉 “他” ~不是我变心了，而是我累了。希望你不会介意我这么说…但你看到的时候，你一定会在那里拼命的解释自己的错~没关系，我写出来也只是要你明白真正的原因。我们在一起这样久…最让我怀念的只有那三个月，那刚开始的三个月~无忧无虑的过着你疼我的每一天，宠着我的每一天……但快乐的时光，总是短暂的。三个月后直到到我们结束的前一个月里…我们在一起的每一天几乎都是吵架！为什么我们会一直不断的吵架呢？这点，我不否认…有时候是我的脾气不好~爱发小姐脾气~再加上你曾欺骗我，给我无数次的背叛。我相信你应该永远都记得的吧~因为我几乎每天都会问你；“今天有背叛我吗？” 哈哈。。一见面的第一句话，一定是这个！不然就是：“ 今天没有找你的Honey聊天，SMS啊？” 我每天都在想吖…我们一定是，这么多情侣最特别的那一对！每次我那样问你，虽然你会很不耐烦的说；“没有啦！” 但，你从不敢怎样！因为，你自己也清楚知道…我那样问，一点也不奇怪~ 每次你从读书回来…我最怕的事，那就是看你的电话！因为每一次，我看了以后…我都是哭着跑回家~ 然后不断替你找理由，欺骗我自己…晚上，你都会像往常一样~打电话给我…我也都会一直不断的问：“ 为什么你要这样，为什么为什么为什么！” 你每次都会很不耐烦的，随便回答我…骂我烦…我都会很心痛的盖你的电话~ 你也不会打回来！直到，第二天早上…你才会哄回我，在向我道歉之类的~ 一次两次你这样…我还可以接受。但，你不是！过后，晚上你也会来我家找我~ 我会发下脾气，然后又若无其事的和你出去！就是这样类似的日子，我从不曾和朋友说，更不曾跟家人提。因为我了解爸比的脾气…我担心爸比阻止让我和你来往，等等等等。就在我们结束的前一个月，那次我真的发了很严重的脾气…也可以说是疯了一样~ 那个时候，你是真的知道错了~ 你一直在尝试挽回着你给我的伤害，一直在想办法补偿，我都看见了…真的看见了！但，一切已经太迟了…我的心已经没有了你的影子，更已经没有了知觉。和你在一起，整天就是怀疑这个怀疑那个…怕这个怕那个…你的亲戚都说，是我想太多了~但，他们根本不知道你在我身上留下的伤害，也就是那六次的背叛~才会导致我成天胡思乱想！不是每个人都能承受这么多次背叛的。你们知道吗？表面的你，真的做到很好很好~花了很多心血…我都有看到！但，在私地下你是如此的残忍！于是，我选择在我进学院的时候…和你结束。其实，我也和你提过~只是你觉得我在和你开开玩笑而已…没关系，你爱怎样就怎样。很压抑的是，我竟然不觉得很伤…反而觉得轻松了很多~不再需要整天胡思乱想，怕东怕西！好啦……这是我最后一次提起你和我~ 结束了…………不会再回想起你，因为不值得…你早已都不珍惜了，为何我还要留念在我脑海。希望你会明白这一切的一切~在这儿，和你说声：“ 再见！” 也和背叛说：“再见，再也不见！！” THE END!!

接下来……我就要说说我在学院的日子啦~认识了很多很多朋友。哈哈~还有一个家族呢！

We Are The Big Family^^..

在学院也过了，两个月多了…可以说是忙到不像话！超多assignment要做的，还有presentation啦…但，我忙到很开心~这也要谢谢我亲爱的Darling…帮我，陪我。他的英文真的太好了~所以他是我的字典。哈哈哈哈……还有我别的Ah Dear,Honey,Ah Kor, Ah Niang, 等等等等~谢谢你们！哈哈~下个星期就要FINAL了…ArgHhhHh~~~~压力来了啊！！每天都粘着书！唉。。。哈！ 碰巧的是，我亲爱的Darling还有Ah Dear,Honey,Ah Kor, Ah Niang……你们也同一个时间FINAL, SEM Break！WOW!! 所以我们大家计划了九月要去玩个痛快！！所以啊～刚才我们家的宝宝载我出去，然后和她一起去旅行社，和旅行团决定我们的计划！好期待噢。。哈哈~２０号就出发噜！

ＹＥＡＨ．．．ＦＩＮＡＬ快快成为过去吧！一定要玩个痛快～吃个痛快！最近变得很贪吃，肥了好多好多哦。。越来越多人，爱捏我的脸～呜呜。。

好啦……在这儿，祝我亲爱的Darling还有Ah Dear,Honey,Ah Kor, Ah Niang……你们考好ＦＩＮＡＬ！Good Luck To You All~Muackx! God Bless You All^^